i seems to be living in a world of my own
i dont touch the comp unnessary(my mom ask
me to help her find some stuffs& i had time tonight)
& my work usually had me reach home 10.30pm
by that time i'd been wore out by daily 8-1 , 3-10
adding to that , I'VE ANOTHER NEW JOB.

im really excited for that :DDD
the place im working @ is just .. awesome!(for me)

was telling mummy about some stuffs & she said
mom : i tell you , april start school , only can learn one thing
& work one job
cal : why?!?! but i want to work ____ & ____
mom : you need to study! dont work better , just study
why you need so much $$?
cal : -before i could say anything-..
mom : after work 1mth , also nv see your $$

i just s-h-u-t-o-f-f totally . exactly what she say ,
after 1mth of working @ retail shop approx abt $800plus
i see no $$ , dont say i went shopping because
i doesnt have time for that ! okay lah just $200 shopping :x
darling's present , FOOOOOD , go out & my phone bill
mommy wants me to pay myself this mth because its exceeds
$120 bucks & basically i've a small earning power now
wow , sounds nice? its isnt

in case you wonder why i've gone mia or smth
dont worry , i havent! im just 8digits away ,
give me a call on my cell! (:

basically im currently working 3jobs , 4 to be exact.
each job ard 4times a week. so i'd to plan plan plan
so that it doesnt clash with piano , yoga & upcoming dance
*im actually thinking of postphoning it because im really BUSY.
& yeh i need time with my boyfriend(:
i miss him , yes i do . im glad we're actually at this stage now
congras to you hubby , finally time has come for me to grow up(:
so just saturday is my off day - OFF from morning till 5pm
then i gtg work! tsk , what to do?

& i think i think i think i gain weight? i'm having h-e-a-v-y meals everyday ,
for breakfast , lunch & dinner.(: just g-o-d b-l-e-s-s


this is me & hubbbyyyyyy , hahahah on bottle!
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this is us lah , when we got together not long prolly ard may? this pic i meant
so much had happen , so much we had gone through
you were the only one who found ways to change me
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& now after those 3day big quarrel 2day small arguement
for like 2weeks? im really glad we're getting back on fine darling(:

i had to think of those childish acts
i had to think of those selfish acts
i had to think of what all these fights/quarrels will bring
i had to think of darling
i had our relationship to save(:

i had this urge to type on .

i dont mind letting people know , we were on the verge of breaking up
not just once , but twice/thrice in just 3weeks?

how much we'd bang the phone , how much i screamed&shouted
how much i teared , how much he had vex , how much all this
affected our relationship :( i didnt wanted , he didnt wanted
nobody wanted . but i created - i did.

i knew smth had to be done before i start to regret
i place my pillow high last week & thought about it
till i fall asleep & i did that almost daily ..
till i sorted everything out on monday?(:

i knew i love darling alot
i knew the way i behave was really nasty/digusting
i knew i should change , totally(thinking)
i knew so much , so much
i knew i had so much to say to him

i knew i wanted this relationship to last...
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- dont worry! we're getting on fine now
yes everything's fine(:

its back to L-O-V-E

♥ 11:35 PM